Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Can't sleep of late

I have finished the book i was reading and therefore have nothing much to do when I find myself staring at the ceiling when I am supposed to be sleeping. There is the danger of falling into traps made by oneself I suppose. At times, we just walk right into our traps set up by our own device. I have been setting off traps made by myself of late. I miss the carefree me some 10 years back when all I cared for was a good laugh day after day.

I have not been sleeping much of late. There seem to be so many things going on at the same time and the brain is just so active. Perhaps I should cut down on the caffeine during the day. I have always wondered why there are those who cannot sleep at night. Laughed at them even. I guess there really is karma for now, I am suffering the same.

No one even knows about this outlet of mine, I suppose. Not even PMP; why did I not tell anyone? Maybe its because I am saving this for times like this. For times when I am up, staring at the ceiling when I should really be in dreamland and have naught better to do. Books are kinda expensive if you finish one every two days or so. Maybe I should go back to renting.

This situation happened last week and I was up at 3.30am and went straight to work at bout 6.45am. Meddling with stuffs, playing sims3, scribbling nonsense over notepads. I have been planning things for her birthday which is coming up. Made a few reservations and such. Having a ball of a time looking for things that might surprise her.

Gave her this 2 weeks before her birthday; she did not expect it and neither did half the world. Exaggeration exercised.


I guess I better try getting some shut eye for now. I woke up at 2am the night before, crazy huh. And surprised myself that I can go so long without sleep. This is my first attempt writing for public viewing on cyberspace. The last article I wrote was published in a magazine some 7 years ago when I wrote for a living. Now I write cause I cant sleep. Ironic.

Good night I guess and may you have a good night's rest.

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